Dear Life-Partner (14)

Dear Life-Partner, I don’t know how many more times I will be writing to you…. Or if there is any point in this exercise. At the moment I don’t see the point in it except maybe on some level I … Continue reading

Diary: Day 79 – 83 – A Walk on Water

Isaiah 40.29 – He gives strength to the weary and increases the power of the weak.  I am trying not to write too much. To share my thoughts. My struggles. Because it is much of the same really.  That day … Continue reading


Hello darkness, my old friend. You’ve come to talk to me again – to lull me into a false sense of security. Whispering into my ear. The only problem with you darkness is you try to consume my life. You try to … Continue reading

Diary: Day 75 – 78 – A Walk on Water

John 14.27 – Peace I leave with you; my peace I give you. I do not give to you as the world gives. Do not let your hearts be troubled and do not be afraid.  It is that time of … Continue reading

A Letter to my Son

Dear Sebby, I find myself sitting in my room reflecting on what has happened over the last four years since your passing. I wonder what I have achieved. What I haven’t achieved. When I look back over my goals after … Continue reading

That Time of Year

It’s that time of year again Where I ponder what could have been All those years slowly merged into A blur of downs and ups, ups and downs I wonder what could have been If you hadn’t died dear boy … Continue reading

Diary: Day 73 -74 – A Walk on Water

Isaiah 46.4 – [The Lord says,] “Even to your old age and gray hairs, I am he, I am he who will sustain you. I have made you and I will carry you; I will sustain you and I will … Continue reading