Do I have peace and joy today? On a changeable day, I ponder and wonder At how marvellous You are Never forsaking, always there, full of grace But angst and turmoil seem my daily battle Not much peace and joy … Continue reading →

Are you happy? I want to know… What brings you joy and peace? What is it that makes you feel alive? You ask me: Am I happy? I am happy when I am following my callin I am happy when … Continue reading →

Dear Life-Partner, I haven’t written in a while. I have moments where I write more than other days.  And it seems like I am going through a relatively quiet period where I am not writing as much as I would … Continue reading →

Have you ever noticed how life seems to speed up the older you get? I feel like I have so much to do, and yet there is so little time sometimes.  Its like a speedometer. So when I was one … Continue reading →

I feel very incompetent.. like suddenly I have become stupid and that’s a scary thought… a simple process does not click with my brain and I am sitting there unable to see what the problem is. I feel like I … Continue reading →

I start working tomorrow after nine months of not working.  I wasn’t idle either.  But I wasn’t really working in an office environment. It was more working for the glory of God’s kingdom in the first part of my time-off … Continue reading →

My mind often wonders and marvels at life’s issues.  Well. If we can say that life has issues.  I used to question who I am. What is the purpose of my existence? Why was I chosen to live just over … Continue reading →

Nine years on – I am a broken woman fragmented back together, I bare my scars.  I live to tell my battle wounds.  My emotional wounds.  When I moved to the UK for the first time I was stupid and … Continue reading →

To a Church youth group somewhere in C…. Grief, this emotion comes abruptly When life’s course changes swiftly Into a new reality Of loss, pain and confusion This raging exploding pain Wreaks havoc across My wounded soul Wounded, broken A … Continue reading →

I often find myself waking at the crack of dawn or way before dawn with this sense of unease, dread in my stomach.  I’ve been plagued with nightmares for years now on and off. I have periods where I can … Continue reading →