I feel very incompetent.. like suddenly I have become stupid and that’s a scary thought… a simple process does not click with my brain and I am sitting there unable to see what the problem is.
I feel like I am letting myself down and I am not sure what to do anymore. I feel overwhelmed. Afraid that I won’t achieve what I need to achieve. I feel like I have no time to be me..
I wish things could be simpler. I am a wordsmith not a number-smith. I don’t do riddles. I write. And I am a person-centred person. I try to help people. So I feel out of my league. I feel like God’s far away again. I know he’s there. It feels like I have to cross an insurmountable mountain to be where I want to be. How can I find a job most suited to my personality? How can I be successful when I seem to fail at everything?