The year end ended on a wonderful note. In ways that I wasn’t expecting it to end. In ways that blessed me more than I could ever imagine.  I wasn’t expecting anything. I don’t always remember my prayers but for … Continue reading →

Dear Life-Partner, I think we’ve at last met. We didn’t realise it at first but then it dawned on us – what if this is God’s will for us. I was too scared to admit how I was feeling. Too … Continue reading →

my dearest Sebastian, It has been a while since mummy wrote to you.  I don’t think that there is a day that goes by where I don’t think about you.  Sometimes it’s just a passing thought, a passing smile, passing … Continue reading →

Psalm 130.5 – I wait for the Lord, my whole being waits, and in his word I put my hope. To hope is a risky business. But what if God’s greatest gift this Christmas for me is hope? What if … Continue reading →

I have phases of restless nights. The past week has been like that. Sometimes my ADHD gets in the way of sleep. My mind whirring at 100 miles per hour unable to switch off. Head aching…. Because sleep comes as … Continue reading →

1 John 4.19 – We love because he first loved us. Christmas is the celebration of the birth of Jesus Christ our Lord and Saviour. Christmas is about the love of God, of grace, hope and faith. Light comes into … Continue reading →

I don’t just want to be a passing ship, I want to be… Like the cathedral that stands elegantly for centuries I want to be the flower in a field of green grass A moving ship is what I was … Continue reading →

I used to love writing. Writing was my first love. Now, I am not sure if I enjoy writing.  It seems easy to come to the drawing board and write what is on my heart, it helps process the hurt … Continue reading →

When all seems lost and gone I stare into the faraway distance And wonder what is to become of me – what is God’s purpose of me? Is there a purpose somewhere – out there waiting for me I wonder … Continue reading →

When writing is the only outlet to express your emotions, the only way to make sense of the turmoil inside of you, the only way you can express yourself without the fear of being judged or condemned for how you … Continue reading →