When all seems lost and gone I stare into the faraway distance
And wonder what is to become of me – what is God’s purpose of me?
Is there a purpose somewhere – out there waiting for me
I wonder does God care? Does He see the tears? The pain?
The wreckless cries, the helplessness as I sink onto my knees in tears
In the shower – wailing for the damage inflicted on my temple
Am I a daughter of God?
When hope leaves me – will God rescue me?
Will he remind me of his love?
Or will I be alone?
I turn my eyes to the cross – the only way I know how
And seek God – my refuge, in Him who I trust
I pray that prayer like I did
Many a year ago – covering myself with God’s grace
Strength to carry me on
Believing, it’d keep me safe, believing
The angels would surround me and keep me safe
It is true – God has not forsaken me
My God, my refuge, in Him who I trust
I seek your presence today, tomorrow and into the future
The Lord is my refuge and no harm will overtake me
He will keep me
I will believe
I will trust
Faith will lead me on
butterfliesreleased 
Glad to read you’re working things through, however slowly.
Keeping hanging on to the fact that God does love you, He does have a plan for you – for good and not evil (Jeremiah 29:11, Psalm 23, Romans 8:28)
Yes, I know, more verses, but if we aren’t going to believe what our Loving Heavenly Father has told us, who/what will we believe? Been there, done that, got the medical mental-ill-health record (Depression, multiple times.)
So keep trusting God’s truth and His Spirit because then “you will know the truth, and the truth will set you free.” John 8:32
With much love and continuing prayers,
(Princess) Sharon
And, as an English-speaking pedant (I get fussy about such things!) It’s “In Him whom I trust” Not that anyone seems to bother that much about such things these days.
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