Diary: Day 79 – 83 – A Walk on Water

Isaiah 40.29 – He gives strength to the weary and increases the power of the weak.  I am trying not to write too much. To share my thoughts. My struggles. Because it is much of the same really.  That day … Continue reading

Approaching

Hello darkness, my old friend. You’ve come to talk to me again – to lull me into a false sense of security. Whispering into my ear. The only problem with you darkness is you try to consume my life. You try to … Continue reading

Diary: Day 75 – 78 – A Walk on Water

John 14.27 – Peace I leave with you; my peace I give you. I do not give to you as the world gives. Do not let your hearts be troubled and do not be afraid.  It is that time of … Continue reading

A Letter to my Son

Dear Sebby, I find myself sitting in my room reflecting on what has happened over the last four years since your passing. I wonder what I have achieved. What I haven’t achieved. When I look back over my goals after … Continue reading

That Time of Year

It’s that time of year again Where I ponder what could have been All those years slowly merged into A blur of downs and ups, ups and downs I wonder what could have been If you hadn’t died dear boy … Continue reading

Diary: Day 73 -74 – A Walk on Water

Isaiah 46.4 – [The Lord says,] “Even to your old age and gray hairs, I am he, I am he who will sustain you. I have made you and I will carry you; I will sustain you and I will … Continue reading

Diary: Day 70 – 72 – A Walk on Water

Isaiah 48.17 – This is what the Lord says – your redeemer, the Holy One of Israel: ‘I am the Lord your God, who teaches you what is best for you, who directs you in the way you should go.’  … Continue reading

Diary: Day 68 – 69 – A Walk on Water

1 Timothy 4.12 – Don’t let anyone look down on you because you are young, but set an example for the believers in speech, in conduct, in love, in faith and in purity.  I feel like I am not a … Continue reading

If you were still alive, what would you do?

Dear Sebby, I often think about you, wondering what you would be doing. How I miss you so much these past few days.  September is your birth month. But it is also your death month. I always seem to be … Continue reading

Diary: Day 65 – 67 – A Walk on Water

Job 42.2 – I know that you can do all things; no purpose of yours can be thwarted.  Today, is the day that I have been praying for, for over two years.  It is the start of a new chapter. … Continue reading