Some of you may have noticed the silence for a short while from butterflies released. I didn’t post nearly as many post as I would do normally. I just didn’t have the energy to write… or maybe I just needed … Continue reading
P1 and P2 sat in a pew
Gazing out at the cross
Looking for answers within
Sitting silently in God’s presence
Awaiting to hear God’s will
For their life
P1 and P2 prayed
Silently amongst the trees
As the birds chirped
Messages of hope
Across the lazy rolling hills
Of pure green carpet
P1 gazed
P2 gazed silently into the
Ominous distance
Of rumbling clouds
Fumbling for answers
Wondering where this
Path will lead to
P1 and P2 sat in a pew
Unravelling the mysterious
Brokenness of life
Fragile but resilient life
Strength given
By our gracious God
P1 and P2 sat in
Companionable silence
I havent written much lately. I will write soon again. Just I feel broken and like I have nothing to share with the world… So till then Goodbye writing world for a wee while. Perhaps it’s a massive writer block???
Don’t you see the struggle in my eyes? The constant battle within me Falling, falling, falling Into deep murky water I drown I scream Chest constricts The pain of being separated The feeling of being dizzy The room spinning out … Continue reading
I often find weekends difficult. Challenging. Testing. Tough. Tricky and often disappointing. Each time I set myself up for disappointment and what can I do? Nothing. All my life I have been a loner, and I guess it is one … Continue reading
Baby Loss and Infant loss this month. But this week it’s a BIG focus around the world. For those who have lost children please don’t make the same mistake as I have by not mentioning my precious children Micheline, Elouise … Continue reading
Dry words. Lately I haven’t really known what to write, what to say. It is as if my words have run dry. Like I have reached a stumbling block, a road block in my life. Neither moving forward or moving … Continue reading
I moved this weekend to a new place. The landlady has a dog. A dog can be your best friend. This dog seems to sense my mood. I feel lost and broken. A nobody. Battling depression. Battling waves of depression. … Continue reading
I have noticed an increase in the level of migraines I have been getting. The previous week I was off work for 9 days (holiday). No headaches. No migraines. I come back to work this week and the pain, the … Continue reading
Panic is like a hurricane wreaking havoc amongst your carefully laid out emotions that are neatly placed into compartments. When panic occurs all sense of normality leaves and your emotions are haplessly strewn across the lawn of your brain as … Continue reading
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