I am the eldest girl I have an older brother A younger brother 3 younger sisters When we were growing up We lived like we were walking on eggshells Always afraid, always looking in front of and behind us … Continue reading
A Childhood Lost
Category Archives: death
I Wonder
I wonder if i can help people towards the cross with my book and if they will be impacted. I wonder if its just a dream… A far off dream..a far fetched dream that will never turn into a reality. … Continue reading
Getting behind the Wheel
A goal I set two years ago after my son died was to learn how to drive a car. It took two years to build up the courage and stamina to do something that millions of people do everyday. Getting … Continue reading
God’s Glorious Blessings
As I sit at my desk today, reflecting the past two years who would have thought that I would have come this far? Survived this far, and becoming a woman of God again. Becoming fully whole again – which is … Continue reading
Withdrawn into My Woman’s Cave
Some of you may have noticed the silence for a short while from butterflies released. I didn’t post nearly as many post as I would do normally. I just didn’t have the energy to write… or maybe I just needed … Continue reading
P1 & P2
P1 and P2 sat in a pew
Gazing out at the cross
Looking for answers within
Sitting silently in God’s presence
Awaiting to hear God’s will
For their life
P1 and P2 prayed
Silently amongst the trees
As the birds chirped
Messages of hope
Across the lazy rolling hills
Of pure green carpet
P1 gazed
P2 gazed silently into the
Ominous distance
Of rumbling clouds
Fumbling for answers
Wondering where this
Path will lead to
P1 and P2 sat in a pew
Unravelling the mysterious
Brokenness of life
Fragile but resilient life
Strength given
By our gracious God
P1 and P2 sat in
Companionable silence
Silent Pen
I havent written much lately. I will write soon again. Just I feel broken and like I have nothing to share with the world… So till then Goodbye writing world for a wee while. Perhaps it’s a massive writer block???
Don’t You See?
Don’t you see the struggle in my eyes? The constant battle within me Falling, falling, falling Into deep murky water I drown I scream Chest constricts The pain of being separated The feeling of being dizzy The room spinning out … Continue reading
Forgotten Amongst Autumn Leaves
I often find weekends difficult. Challenging. Testing. Tough. Tricky and often disappointing. Each time I set myself up for disappointment and what can I do? Nothing. All my life I have been a loner, and I guess it is one … Continue reading
Baby Loss/Infant Loss Awareness Week
Baby Loss and Infant loss this month. But this week it’s a BIG focus around the world. For those who have lost children please don’t make the same mistake as I have by not mentioning my precious children Micheline, Elouise … Continue reading
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