I feel very incompetent.. like suddenly I have become stupid and that’s a scary thought… a simple process does not click with my brain and I am sitting there unable to see what the problem is. I feel like I … Continue reading →

I start working tomorrow after nine months of not working.  I wasn’t idle either.  But I wasn’t really working in an office environment. It was more working for the glory of God’s kingdom in the first part of my time-off … Continue reading →

My mind often wonders and marvels at life’s issues.  Well. If we can say that life has issues.  I used to question who I am. What is the purpose of my existence? Why was I chosen to live just over … Continue reading →

Nine years on – I am a broken woman fragmented back together, I bare my scars.  I live to tell my battle wounds.  My emotional wounds.  When I moved to the UK for the first time I was stupid and … Continue reading →

To a Church youth group somewhere in C…. Grief, this emotion comes abruptly When life’s course changes swiftly Into a new reality Of loss, pain and confusion This raging exploding pain Wreaks havoc across My wounded soul Wounded, broken A … Continue reading →

I often find myself waking at the crack of dawn or way before dawn with this sense of unease, dread in my stomach.  I’ve been plagued with nightmares for years now on and off. I have periods where I can … Continue reading →

There are moments in my life where I am acutely aware of my in-adequateness.  At the fact that I wasn’t able to keep my son from dying. My body failed me. And each time I hear someone is having a … Continue reading →

I keep running towards You Broken I am Deeply burdened, weary With the circus of life Confused and lonely Desperately tired of fighting A losing battle You whispered to me and said Hannah, be still and know that I am … Continue reading →

It has taken a tremendous effort on my part to stay still over the last couple of months and not to run from where I have been living.  It would be so much easier to give up. It is what … Continue reading →

A walk of faith is not a painless journey It is a strenuous walk in the mountains Of muddied terrain – walking blindly On the path God has set before me One step forward, five steps back Rewarding it becomes … Continue reading →