When troubles come my soul is burdened with heavy angst My heart burdens me and constricts me as I try and sit still Seeking your peace, but peace will not come Instead the raging fiery fear gripes me into a … Continue reading →

Dear Father, I need your help. I need you to guide me to my future. I need you to show me out of this thick maze of uncertainty. I need you Father God. I need to experience your love and … Continue reading →

My time in Berlin is slowly coming to an end. As I reflect over the last 5.5 months I look back and see how different my life is to when I lived in Bratislava or to when I lived in … Continue reading →

Dear Life-Partner, I don’t know why I am writing today. Except it is Saturday. I am at work. And I am already bored. No incoming calls. No incoming e-mails. Just manning the phones in case someone does phone me. Eventually. … Continue reading →

Dear Life-Partner, I hope you are doing well. While I prayed for you at the end of last year most days and at the start of this year, I have to admit, I kind of abandoned it for a while, … Continue reading →

Sometimes I feel like fear is paralysing me. What will I do this year? I have no real plan except following what Father God wants me to do. But what does Father God want me to do? Where does he want … Continue reading →

Sometimes I feel like Mr Migraine is the king of my head. It comes when it pleases, and keeps me prisoner in my own body. Another day, another migraine. Another day taken over, ruined by the pulsating nauseous ridiculous pain … Continue reading →

Rejection. What is rejection? According to the dictionary it means the action of spurning a person’s affection.  Rejection is an awful emotion, one that can trap you into an endless cycle of negativity, and onto an endless treadmill of having no self-worth … Continue reading →