I am overwhelmed by one thing Pain, a word that should not exist I never knew that it could feel like this An emptiness floating around As if making fun of my fragile state Making me question my mere existence … Continue reading →

Psalm 32.8 – I will instruct you and teach in the way you should go; I will counsel you with my loving eye on you.  Today has been slightly easier for me. I feel more at peace, and was able … Continue reading →

Psalm 119.30 – I have chosen the way of truth; I have set my heart on your laws. Today was a rough day for me to start off with. I felt agitated. Frustrated. Disappointed. Defeated. Discouraged. Exhausted even though I … Continue reading →

1 John 1.7 – If we walk in the light, as he is in the light, we have fellowship with one another, and the blood of Jesus, his Son, purifies us from all sin.  I don’t understand my existence today simply … Continue reading →

My heart is in a constant battle between Light and darkness Grief and happiness Good and sin The conundrum between flesh and spirit What do I do? When there is so much darkness? How do I get more light? How … Continue reading →

1 Peter 5.7 – Cast all your cares on him because he cares for you. The truth is – I feel bad. At least I am being honest about it. Yes, I am struggling. Yes, I am in a dark … Continue reading →

I don’t belong anywhere I am nobody’s child Broken and alone I stare at the path ahead Wondering when this sojourn ends? A misfit wherever I go The ache of wanting to belong The pain of having to let go … Continue reading →

Job 17.1 – My spirit is broken, my days are extinguished, the grave is ready for me. Total collapse. Total exhaustion. Total confusion. Burn-out. The edge. Or at the start of it? Operating in the red-zone. Not knowing which direction … Continue reading →

Nothing seems to be working out for me at the moment. I feel lost in this giant world. Wandering aimlessly around not knowing what way to go. How to accomplish the goals I so deeply desire to achieve. Pain is … Continue reading →

Sometimes life is a whirlpool of challenges. Sometimes you handle the circumstances that you are in better than other times. Sometimes the circumstances you are in drown you.  Drown the sound of God. The sound of reason. Sometimes you just … Continue reading →