The calling from God So sweet to the ears Pure as white snow Most profound of all I run to Him, to seek His perfect will Noises all around fade into nothingness As the call of God overpowers all The … Continue reading →

Dear Sebby, Today I cried, because I was sad, and I don’t really know where God wants me to go next.  And I feel like I am grieving for what could have been, but isn’t to be. I am learning … Continue reading →

The pain so similar to that of nearly three years ago when my son simply died for no reason.  The familiar presence of not knowing what to do anymore, or of finding a way forward.  Do I turn my back … Continue reading →

The past few days I have been feeling increasingly restless. My soul says to me peace, peace, peace.   Have peace Hannah.  Have peace.  Trust the Lord. Seek His face.  Meanwhile my head is overwhelmed with fear increasingly of the … Continue reading →

He was just a little like Jesus His looks of a bygone time Says it all: Jesus, Jesus, Jesus Only he wasn’t Jesus, he was Just a guy that looked like Jesus Lived for Jesus, Lived by the grace of … Continue reading →

I am often prone to depression.  Depression seems to have been a life-long companion for me since the ripe old age of 12.  Always knocking at my door – ready to embrace me even when I don’t want it, to … Continue reading →

The good moments in life seem to be just fleeting.  Like a butterfly passing by in the sky.  Only I have to remind myself of all the good moments in life.  Of all the gifts and blessings that the good … Continue reading →

Migraine crisis aborted mid-strike.  4 am, the familiar pounding presence of a stabbing knife stuck inside my head. Pounding. Thumpty thump thump. Relentless pounding. I knew if I didn’t react and just try and sleep that it would escalate rapidly. … Continue reading →

Life seems to be a strange twist of turns.  Life is a hot bed of coals.  One minute life is going in a certain direction, and than suddenly something shatters your very existence.  Shattering your fragile state of emotions. Shattering … Continue reading →

My darling Sebby, How time flies.  The last few days I have missed you terribly and I am not sure how to deal with the conflicting emotions inside of me.  I love you child. Oh and how I miss you … Continue reading →