Matthew 7.8 – For everyone who asks receives; the one who seeks finds; and the one who knocks, the door will be opened. I woke up this morning from a deep, deep peaceful sleep. I didn’t wake up from any … Continue reading →

Psalm 55.6 – I said, “Oh, that I had wings of a dove! I would fly away and be at rest.” To rest or to look for a part-time job? To rest till the end of the summer and then … Continue reading →

I am overwhelmed by one thing Pain, a word that should not exist I never knew that it could feel like this An emptiness floating around As if making fun of my fragile state Making me question my mere existence … Continue reading →

Psalm 32.8 – I will instruct you and teach in the way you should go; I will counsel you with my loving eye on you.  Today has been slightly easier for me. I feel more at peace, and was able … Continue reading →

Psalm 119.30 – I have chosen the way of truth; I have set my heart on your laws. Today was a rough day for me to start off with. I felt agitated. Frustrated. Disappointed. Defeated. Discouraged. Exhausted even though I … Continue reading →

1 John 1.7 – If we walk in the light, as he is in the light, we have fellowship with one another, and the blood of Jesus, his Son, purifies us from all sin.  I don’t understand my existence today simply … Continue reading →

My heart is in a constant battle between Light and darkness Grief and happiness Good and sin The conundrum between flesh and spirit What do I do? When there is so much darkness? How do I get more light? How … Continue reading →

1 Peter 5.7 – Cast all your cares on him because he cares for you. The truth is – I feel bad. At least I am being honest about it. Yes, I am struggling. Yes, I am in a dark … Continue reading →

I don’t belong anywhere I am nobody’s child Broken and alone I stare at the path ahead Wondering when this sojourn ends? A misfit wherever I go The ache of wanting to belong The pain of having to let go … Continue reading →

Job 17.1 – My spirit is broken, my days are extinguished, the grave is ready for me. Total collapse. Total exhaustion. Total confusion. Burn-out. The edge. Or at the start of it? Operating in the red-zone. Not knowing which direction … Continue reading →