My heart is in a constant battle between Light and darkness Grief and happiness Good and sin The conundrum between flesh and spirit What do I do? When there is so much darkness? How do I get more light? How … Continue reading →

1 Peter 5.7 – Cast all your cares on him because he cares for you. The truth is – I feel bad. At least I am being honest about it. Yes, I am struggling. Yes, I am in a dark … Continue reading →

I don’t belong anywhere I am nobody’s child Broken and alone I stare at the path ahead Wondering when this sojourn ends? A misfit wherever I go The ache of wanting to belong The pain of having to let go … Continue reading →

Job 17.1 – My spirit is broken, my days are extinguished, the grave is ready for me. Total collapse. Total exhaustion. Total confusion. Burn-out. The edge. Or at the start of it? Operating in the red-zone. Not knowing which direction … Continue reading →

Nothing seems to be working out for me at the moment. I feel lost in this giant world. Wandering aimlessly around not knowing what way to go. How to accomplish the goals I so deeply desire to achieve. Pain is … Continue reading →

Sometimes life is a whirlpool of challenges. Sometimes you handle the circumstances that you are in better than other times. Sometimes the circumstances you are in drown you.  Drown the sound of God. The sound of reason. Sometimes you just … Continue reading →

Philippians 4.6-7 – Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything by prayer and supplication with thanksgiving let your requests be made known to God. Bye-bye Dublin, hello Torquay. Today is D-Day. I am leaving. All doors have shut in … Continue reading →

Jeremiah 32.17 – Ah, Sovereign Lord, you have made the heavens and the earth by your great power and outstretched arm. Nothing is too hard for you. Mission impossible. Mission accomplished. The Thai cave boys and the coach were rescued yesterday.  … Continue reading →

Micah 7.8 – Though I sit in darkness the Lord shall be my light. Operating in the red-zone area. My feelings fluctuate between peace and a ravaging war between the spirit and the flesh.  I wake up feeling peaceful, but … Continue reading →

Psalm 94.19 – When anxiety was great within me, your consolation brought me joy. When you live with the ebb and flow of anxiety on a daily basis, it can sometimes be a challenge to manage your haywire feelings. You … Continue reading →