If life could be like this bicycle, firmly rooted to its place, unwavering faith then wouldn’t life be plain sailing easy?  Or would it be boring?  Ok… So i am writing this at 2.27 in the morning.  My head pounding … Continue reading →

Psalm 127:3-4 Children are a heritage from the Lord, offspring a reward from him.  Like arrows in the hands of a warrior, are children born in one’s youth.   So, it is Sunday 8th May 2016.  Mother’s day. Mom’s day. … Continue reading →

The long night is over.  The long terrible night is over, somewhat to my relief.  My thoughts going haywire.  All over the place.  Zigzagging, crisscrossing, peaks and lows.  Still the panic is there.  Still the feeling of unease rises at … Continue reading →

The panic. The fear. The rising bile.  The 1000 needles poking through  my entire body.  Hypersensitivity? The devil’s lies.  All i can hear inside my war torn heart – you are not loved.   You are not loved. You are not … Continue reading →

The past month or so I have been so busy trying to forget that mother’s day is around the corner and I did forget, however then a reminder occurred, someone told me ‘oh you know its mother’s day next week’. … Continue reading →

Here’s a question for you.  Do we pray to God for the traffic light to turn green or do we pray to God to keep the traffic light red? Hmmm… I suppose it depends what you are praying for, and … Continue reading →

I feel like an outsider, an observer and yet intriguingly i am part of something bigger and vaster than the big deep blue sea. From where i sit/stand i find it oddly comforting to be amongst these strangers and yet … Continue reading →

Stimulkate stimulkate bakers men pushes dough, pushes dough then bakers men lets dough swing around on finger top freely like the leaves in union; the dough landing with a thump thump on hard cold tray in perfect line symmetry. The … Continue reading →

Philippians 2:14-18 14 Do everything without grumbling or arguing, 15 so that you may become blameless and pure, “children of God without fault in a warped and crooked generation.”[c] Then you will shine among them like stars in the sky 16 as you … Continue reading →

    I sit in your presence Lord. I come to worship you Lord. I give you my all. I surrender my all to you. O Lord, please convict me of my sins, please help me to grow more deeply … Continue reading →