It has been a while since I have written anything on here that seems of importance.  Well maybe not a while.  Just its been a while since I have actually written something.  Sometimes I include things from years ago on … Continue reading →

 I wrote this poem about 8 years ago. Though its boiling hot in the summer. I feel crowded and lonely all at once. I feel like i am looking through the looking glass and merely a bystander rather than a … Continue reading →

Joshua 1.9 Have I not commanded you?  Be strong and courageous.  Do not be afraid; do not be discouraged, for the Lord your God will be with you wherever you go. Pain, and more pain, pain, drowning in pain.  Throbbing … Continue reading →

Waves in and out crashing against the hardened shell of a woman lost in a world between cheer and grief toying with her emotions like the wind plays with her hair the glimmer of tears hammering briefly behind her eyes as … Continue reading →

Saved by Your grace I am Broken I come to You Mercy You have upon me To the cross I cling As the storms of life rage Through the depths of My sagging soul   I come to you with … Continue reading →

Golden angel hair arches Loosely across the Rolling carpets of supple land As little sticks dance with the Soft breeze of cool summer’s wind All the while birds of the sky Sing songs of praises to Our heavenly Father   … Continue reading →

Life as it is: I wake up, I take a shower, I have my quiet time with God, I walk to work to allow me the space and freedom to pray, I eat breakfast at work, I sit at work … Continue reading →

Dedicated to Toby Lawler on his 1st birthday in heaven.  Born sleeping on 12th July 2o15.  Wishing much gentleness to your mummy, daddy, brother and sisters.  Stay safe in the arms of Jesus.  We all love you precious angel. Tonight … Continue reading →

So obviously God has got a calling on my life.  Last week Friday I said I would not write for the foreseeable future because I am going through the mist of despair or going through dry and parched land where … Continue reading →

My dearest baby boy, It has been a while since mommy has written you a letter.  So here goes.  Mommy is feeling sad the past couple of weeks.  Struggling, battling depression.  Hardly hungry these days.  Maybe its too hot??  This … Continue reading →