Birth met death.  Death blended in with birth.  Death ripped hope out And only broken reflections  Of a future remained.    Time slowly moved forward  What was disappeared into  The sands of grief And what remained was Broken puzzle pieces. … Continue reading →

I can see myself standing at the edge of the wilderness.  I can feel the wind on my cheeks as i imagine myself standing on top of a cliff-side my arms up in the air in complete surrender as I … Continue reading →

On 8th November 2014, about 6 weeks after my little boy died, I finally got to lay him to rest and have a memorial service.  I wrote this for him and read it out in front of a crying church. … Continue reading →

Written to my angel son born sleeping on 29.09.14 – This was the first of many love poems I have written to my precious little man…  Rest in peace my little miracle, my handsome wise little man.  May you forever … Continue reading →

Little boy, grief Sits steadfast on Mummy’s shoulder. Little rays of light Peak through the angry Clouds of tired sadness. — The many black sraight bottles, that somberely Line up in neat rows — Catching all of Mummy’s tears Of … Continue reading →

Standing on this rock, I watch a time less time move in with the: splashing stillness, while the soft, gentle cold water, lovingly surrounds the tiny body mass which endures the pleasure of joy and peace. — Silently the river … Continue reading →

I delight in you in a secret place, and I know that you delight in me.  You are my food, you are my every breath, and you are all in all to me.  Draw me deeper into you.  O Lord, … Continue reading →

here’s a poem I wrote more then 6 years ago. ..   Night air swells around midlife with all that we can hold, into our wistful hearts we sink, to comfort dying souls.   We hold hands in union to … Continue reading →

Palpations. Racing heart, chest constricting.  Nostrils flare.  Repeating myself.  Breathe Hannah, Breathe.  Arms and legs beginning to go numb, weak from lack of oxygen… or from the panic that wants to set in.  I will not let the panic set … Continue reading →