“Too often we stay silent about His saving action in our own histories. We might think that keeping quiet about such things is modesty, but its effect is the opposite. It allows others to believe that we have overcome our … Continue reading
When i am falling apart Everyone turns a blind eye to my pain They avoid me like the plague.. They think they’ll catch my sadness Pain is gain Except for God… He doesn’t bat an eyelid when i fall … Continue reading
You go above and beyond your duty and at the end of the day you mean nothing to them. You are just a number in this big ugly co-operate world. With a meaningless job. You are just a robot. Working. … Continue reading
Am I still a mummy? Even though you are not here, I never got to hold you I never got to see you? I never got to kiss u goodnight? I never got to hold your hand? I never got … Continue reading
As I sit here at my desk in deep thought I reflect on the year 2016, and think about all the blessings the Lord has given me in the last year, and what can I say? Other than I am … Continue reading
My fleeing soul is panic-stricken In the darkness of the night Fused to a life of intimidating fear Not understanding the whys and what ifs Of all that has occurred Life, life, life rolling in one Asymmetrical line of self-doubt … Continue reading
Sleep abruptly disturbed with the Pounding of hammering nails into My skull. Oh no. Not another migraine. Poumding. Pounding. Pounding. Then an eruption of needless pain Precious sleep stolen from Satan’s war on my brain The pounding. The … Continue reading
On days where nothing makes sense. The clock stands still. It doesn’t seem to move forward. And it doesn’t seem to make a sound. I look at the clock and I will my eyes to move the ticking hands forward. … Continue reading
Lately I find myself crying a lot. Seems to be a repeat of this every year since my son died. The Post Christmas Blues. Depression comes in with its army and seemingly without permission comes to evade my world of … Continue reading
Last night I found myself wandering through the airport like a lost figure looking on at people around me. Reunions of all sorts: Happy people Sad people Warm welcomes Cold Welcomes A father’s joy at seeing his son back … Continue reading
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