You go above and beyond your duty and at the end of the day you mean nothing to them. You are just a number in this big ugly co-operate world. With a meaningless job. You are just a robot. Working. Working. Working. They are happy that you can work. Happy that you can work, and be flexible, but as soon as you give in your resignation you get written off. You go into their ‘black books’. You become a no-body. Actually you were a no-body. You just didn’t realize it. Meaningless co-operation….. meaningless job. Everyone is miserable here.
Well it is time for some changes. Time to let 2017 be a year full of surprises. New adventures. New opportunities… Time to not let a job get you down into the pits. And time not to let your job take over the person that God has created you to be. Time for you to take courage and to do what you want and not what others want you to do.
I started working in a co-operate world shortly after my son died nearly 2.5 years ago. At the time it was the best job for me, but as time progressed, and I started to feel better within myself I felt that I no longer needed to hide, and start learning to do what I want rather than pleasing everyone around me. I no longer needed to retreat into solitude like I so often needed in the beginning after Sebby died. I started having dreams again for a future.
I shouldn’t fret. God is in control of my life. I am taking a step of faith and trusting that God will provide me with this new season in my life. It is well with me. And I will not let the enemy bring me down. The Lord is in control and knows what He is doing! I trust that He will see me through.