Today i feel like a broken woman.. All day i have had flashes of my failures over the years. But mainly failure to keep my son safe in the womb.. Failure at being a good mama for my son…  Yet … Continue reading →

My dearest little Sebby, Mummy had her driving exam today, but unfortunately she didn’t even get through the first round.  I failed on the theory by 1 point, and will have to re-do either in two weeks time or in … Continue reading →

Forgive me, Lord, for believing in the lies of the enemy Help me to focus on the truths that you speak to me Through Your word every day.  Help me to seek your Presence, and allow me to find comfort … Continue reading →

Hello My Dearest Little Sebby, So, I was just reflecting – on Sunday just gone you were away from mummy for 28 months. 28 long months.  Where has the time gone sweet baby boy?  Where has precious time gone to? … Continue reading →

Night terror, fear of the dark, night sweats All wrapped into one big cloud of darkblack dripping cold sweat Heart racing, running, running, running, running, running Into the stillness of forgotten dreams The pounding of feet behind you as you … Continue reading →

Yesterday was a memorable day for me.  A day that I will not easily forget but rather will remember for a long time to come and most likely when I am old and retired and missing some teeth I will … Continue reading →