I wrote this a few weeks before my son’s first birthday…. nearly a year ago…. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ A year ago I was eagerly anticipating the birth of my son’s arrival.  I was eagerly looking forward to a future that every pregnant … Continue reading →

I remember writing this after I heard about my mum’s two cousins committing suicide.  It was like thunder had struck me and I was viewing life through a looking glass, and watching it flash by before me.  It could have … Continue reading →

Reflecting back to a time when i was overeating, i am thankful now that those days are long behind me.  Now in front of a desk sits a woman who is slightly more proud of her appearance than a year … Continue reading →

The pain, the knife cutting at my scull with a pull and a thug, Not letting up, the great grey mass jumping around in the scull, Bouncing off in the dark corners, pushing, and sliding, the swish The bang, and … Continue reading →

A thankful heart will get you through a lot:  the tough days and the good days.   Psalm 103:1-5  Praise the Lord, my soul;     all my inmost being, praise his holy name. 2 Praise the Lord, my soul,     and forget not … Continue reading →

  For my precious little daugther: Though at times it is a distant memory, the clear silver lining clearly floats away into the far away distance marking a path across the climbing steeping mountains and rolling hills, with wind swirling … Continue reading →

Happy 4th Birthday Elouise! Kisses to the stars. Mummy loves and misses you soo much…… For as long as I can remember I wanted to be your mummy I dreamed of: Loving you Holding you Kissing your little cheeks Watching … Continue reading →

This poem was written in response to ‘A note from Mommy to Sebastian.’  I don’t know how i wrote this.  Both poems go hand in hand – in order for it to be appreciated if that makes sense? Anyways i … Continue reading →

I wrote this poem back in November 2014 or December 2014.  Can’t remember the exact date.  I just know it was very early on in the grieving process.  The poem has a follow up response called ‘A Note from Sebastian … Continue reading →

So on 29th July 2015, I wrote a morning prayer, thanking God for bringing me home safe, and for being on this difficult journey with me.  I wrote this, in a way to re-affirm my faith.  God is love.  God always … Continue reading →