Dear Life-Partner (16)

Dear Life-Partner, I think we’ve at last met. We didn’t realise it at first but then it dawned on us – what if this is God’s will for us. I was too scared to admit how I was feeling. Too … Continue reading

my dearest Sebastian

my dearest Sebastian, It has been a while since mummy wrote to you.  I don’t think that there is a day that goes by where I don’t think about you.  Sometimes it’s just a passing thought, a passing smile, passing … Continue reading

Phases

I have phases of restless nights. The past week has been like that. Sometimes my ADHD gets in the way of sleep. My mind whirring at 100 miles per hour unable to switch off. Head aching…. Because sleep comes as … Continue reading

Christmas

1 John 4.19 – We love because he first loved us. Christmas is the celebration of the birth of Jesus Christ our Lord and Saviour. Christmas is about the love of God, of grace, hope and faith. Light comes into … Continue reading

my refuge, in Him who I trust

When all seems lost and gone I stare into the faraway distance And wonder what is to become of me – what is God’s purpose of me? Is there a purpose somewhere – out there waiting for me I wonder … Continue reading

When writing is the only outlet

When writing is the only outlet to express your emotions, the only way to make sense of the turmoil inside of you, the only way you can express yourself without the fear of being judged or condemned for how you … Continue reading

Hope for the painfully broken

Pain haunts. I struggle. I drown. I am paralysed with fear. No-one sees behind the mask that covers up multitudes of hurt. I snap. I am edgy. I am irritable. Little things that don’t normally bother me, bother me. I … Continue reading