Dear Father, Today I feel this: Hurting. Depression. Sadness. Grief. Pain. Anguish. Despair. Confusion. Loneliness. Fatigue. Where are you Lord? Why don’t you hear me? My cries of deep heartache? Why can’t you see the despair on my face? I … Continue reading
Theres a little boy that goes on my bus daily. He’s about 3 years old. His mother takes him to kindergarten. This image reminds me of what i’d be doing with my son if he had lived…… It makes me … Continue reading
I’ll see you again, my Micheline, Though our journeys changed course 8 years ago You are still my child, God’s precious child. My child so much has been to pass So much has been lost My love for you has … Continue reading
Father I want to know you more deeply I want you to fill my every pore with your love I lay down before you and surrender my struggles Father, I want to be a daddy’s little girl I want to … Continue reading
Depression is like a harsh blanket of snow Suffocating peace and joy from blooming Trapped in films cocktailed with fear. Panic flies above like the crows of the dark night Stealing the little energy that is left within me The … Continue reading
As I walk down the path of endless concrete blocks My mind wonders to a time when it was just endless rolling hills Sweeping across the golden dusk of a timeless time That lay elegantly before my eyes I realise: … Continue reading
Wondering beast lurking around my head prawling ready to haunt me as the pressure becomes relentless. My head constricts vehemently than deconstricts. Temporary relief. Only for it to come into full force and with a vengeance once more. Lord oh … Continue reading
1 Corinthians 12.4-6 There are different kinds of gifts, but the same Spirit distributes them. There are different kinds of service, but the same Lord. There are different kinds of working, but in all of them and in everyone it … Continue reading
One stupid decision and your life’s passage can alter radically. A split second, and suddenly you realize how brittle life can be. How life latches onto this invisible thread between life and death, between light and darkness, between evil and … Continue reading
I feel like I am living in a time bubble Peering into the realms of other lives Isolated and alone, drowning in sorrow An endless bubble of bubbles bouncing Off walls, as the rain goes pitter patter The darkening clouds … Continue reading
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