My Hope is in Father

Extract from You Will Get Through This (100 Days Through Grief Devotional). To be released early next year. Proverbs 14.30 – A relaxed attitude lengthens the life.  All my life I’ve had so much angst inside of me. I often … Continue reading

Dear Father

Dear Father, Today I feel this: Hurting. Depression. Sadness. Grief. Pain. Anguish. Despair. Confusion. Loneliness. Fatigue. Where are you Lord? Why don’t you hear me? My cries of deep heartache? Why can’t you see the despair on my face? I … Continue reading

I’ll See You Again, My Micheline

I’ll see you again, my Micheline, Though our journeys changed course 8 years ago You are still my child, God’s precious child. My child so much has been to pass So much has been lost My love for you has … Continue reading

Under Depression’s Blanket

Depression is like a harsh blanket of snow Suffocating peace and joy from blooming Trapped in films cocktailed with fear. Panic flies above like the crows of the dark night Stealing the little energy that is left within me The … Continue reading

A Country Girl’s Muse

As I walk down the path of endless concrete blocks My mind wonders to a time when it was just endless rolling hills Sweeping across the golden dusk of a timeless time That lay elegantly before my eyes I realise: … Continue reading

Wondering Beast

Wondering beast lurking around my head prawling ready to haunt me as the pressure becomes relentless. My head constricts vehemently than deconstricts. Temporary relief. Only for it to come into full force and with a vengeance once more. Lord oh … Continue reading