Psalm 6.3,6-7 – My soul is in deep anguish. How long, Lord, how long?  I am worn out from my groaning.  All night long I flood my bed with weeping and drench my couch with tears. My eyes grow weak … Continue reading →

1 Peter 5.10 – And the God of all grace, who called you to his eternal glory in Christ, after you have suffered a little while, will himself restore you and make you strong, firm and steadfast.  I made a … Continue reading →

James 4.7 – Submit yourselves, then, to God. Resist the devil, and he will flee from you.  Yesterday was a hard day for me. I had this spirit of oppression, spirit of depression over me, plaguing me like an unwanted cancer. … Continue reading →

 John 14.27 – Peace I leave with you, my peace I give you. I do not give to you as the world gives. Do not let your hearts be troubled and do not be afraid. I know I write a … Continue reading →

Psalm 46.1 – Be still and know that I am God. Moving to a new country can sometimes be one of the most challenging things a person can do. It takes courage. I go where God leads me on. Just … Continue reading →

James 1.2-4 ~ Consider it pure joy, my brothers and sisters, whenever you face trials of many kinds, because  you know that the testing of your faith produces perseverance. Let perseverance finish its work so that you may be mature … Continue reading →

  I don’t belong in this family it seems, Stranger in front of stranger No connection except that distant grey umbilical cord Snapping in half, the pain echoes loudly Feeling like a failure Amongst non-Christians Somehow I withdraw into the … Continue reading →

Proverbs 29.18 – Where there is no vision, the people perish: but he that keeps the law, happy is he.  It all started with a vision ten years ago from God. I let this vision sit. I didn’t respond to this vision. Maybe God didn’t … Continue reading →

I feel slightly discouraged lately.. Maybe it is the job hunt that is bringing me down. Another year in a job that I don’t want to do is my greatest fear.  But how do I get out of this negative … Continue reading →

Dear God, Waiting and patience seems to be the words that you tell me to do on a daily basis. It is not easy. But today I surrender you my struggles. Today I surrender you my job search. Today I … Continue reading →