Imprisoned by Grief

To a Church youth group somewhere in C…. Grief, this emotion comes abruptly When life’s course changes swiftly Into a new reality Of loss, pain and confusion This raging exploding pain Wreaks havoc across My wounded soul Wounded, broken A … Continue reading

Into Your Love

I keep running towards You Broken I am Deeply burdened, weary With the circus of life Confused and lonely Desperately tired of fighting A losing battle You whispered to me and said Hannah, be still and know that I am … Continue reading

Trust Muscles

A walk of faith is not a painless journey It is a strenuous walk in the mountains Of muddied terrain – walking blindly On the path God has set before me One step forward, five steps back Rewarding it becomes … Continue reading

What does it mean to struggle?

What does it mean to struggle? According to Cambridge dictionary it means to experience difficulty and make a very great effort in order to do something.  What does to suffer mean? Again according to the dictionary to suffer means to feel pain or … Continue reading

Are Christian’s allowed to struggle?

Often the deep questions of life keep me awake from the early hours of the morning till dawn breaks into a glorious day of sun.  I’ve been awake since two this morning, maybe earlier. Usually before a big day for … Continue reading

The Mother of all Migraines

Yesterday, I had the mother of all migraines. A living hell.  I wanted to die. I think this must have been one of the worst attacks I have ever had when it comes to migraine land. This was the first real … Continue reading

Disconnected

I feel incredibly disconnected from life today. Though the sun is shining and it is unusually hot for this time of year. I should be outside enjoying the sun. The weather before the season turns and winter arrives on our … Continue reading