My fleeing soul is panic-stricken In the darkness of the night Fused to a life of intimidating fear Not understanding the whys and what ifs Of all that has occurred Life, life, life rolling in one Asymmetrical line of self-doubt … Continue reading
Sleep abruptly disturbed with the Pounding of hammering nails into My skull. Oh no. Not another migraine. Poumding. Pounding. Pounding. Then an eruption of needless pain Precious sleep stolen from Satan’s war on my brain The pounding. The … Continue reading
On days where nothing makes sense. The clock stands still. It doesn’t seem to move forward. And it doesn’t seem to make a sound. I look at the clock and I will my eyes to move the ticking hands forward. … Continue reading
Lately I find myself crying a lot. Seems to be a repeat of this every year since my son died. The Post Christmas Blues. Depression comes in with its army and seemingly without permission comes to evade my world of … Continue reading
Last night I found myself wandering through the airport like a lost figure looking on at people around me. Reunions of all sorts: Happy people Sad people Warm welcomes Cold Welcomes A father’s joy at seeing his son back … Continue reading
When silent tears drop with a soft thud No-one hears the heartbroken grief or Sees behind the veil of grief You’re alone. Alone. Alone. Alone. Forgotten. Forgotten. Forgotten. No-one cares how you feel. No-one cares how grief holds you … Continue reading
She is me She could be you Weak. Battered. Bruised. Resilience. Strength. Faith She wants to be seen, and heard She wants to be healed She wants to feel the loving touch of God She wants grace, She wants to … Continue reading
I am a broken woman I am a mom of an angel Gone too soon to be with Jesus If only it were different And he were still with me I could celebrate Christmas with A little joy in my … Continue reading
I lived a life of sin, one wintry day Many a year ago, Els showed me The door to the narrow road of life Saved by Jesus my saviour Humbled by his grace and love For a sinner like me … Continue reading
I asked you Lord, you answered me oh Lord A little one You gave. The hardest part I never knew was the little one you would take. I trust you Lord though my heart is broken Longing just to … Continue reading
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