As I approach the last week of my career in the company I am at, I am wondering if I could have tackled my time here in a different fashion. Who knows? I feel somewhat disappointed in myself that the … Continue reading →

Have you ever heard God’s voice? Seen a vision from God? Felt God’s presence? Concluded what God wanted you to do? To be able to hear God’s voice you need to spend daily time with Him.  Daily time in prayer, … Continue reading →

I know I have been silent for a while.  I have been meaning to write for a while.  But haven’t had the time.  Mainly because I have been crazy busy.  And tonight….. I cannot sleep, as I am lying on … Continue reading →

One-sided pain.  Ear ache.  Blindness, numb tingling feelings all over body. As if a sword has sunk deep into the flesh in the center of my brain.  Spinning, spinning, spinning.  Eyes shut to the onslaught of seemingly intense light.  Ears … Continue reading →

Hurting again, tears flowing endlessly down like a cascading waterfall Wondering when it will all end?  Will it get any easier? The pain? The hurt?  The rejected feeling? The ignored feeling? How can I move past my old ways and … Continue reading →

Colossians 2.6-7 So then, just as you received Christ Jesus as Lord, continue to live your lives in him, rooted and built up in him, strengthened in faith as you were taught, and overflowing with thanksgiving. Basis of gratitude. To … Continue reading →

I closed my eyes and i saw you running free like a bird. I wonder when this pain will disappear amongst the flowers of the earth. The pain is like a thorn in my heart. It keeps crushing and crushing … Continue reading →

Hebrews 11.1 Now faith is being sure of what we hope for and certain of what we do not see. People often say they take a leap of faith by believing in something that we do not see. But I … Continue reading →

Before Sebastian-David died, I read the Bible perhaps two or three times per week. Afterwards, I started reading the Bible daily, particularly when I started the second year of my grief journey. I also started doing Bible studies to deal … Continue reading →