I know I have been silent for a while. I have been meaning to write for a while. But haven’t had the time. Mainly because I have been crazy busy. And tonight….. I cannot sleep, as I am lying on my bed staring at the ceiling I see this dreadful looking spider crawling up and down, and I am thinking – how the heck do I fall asleep with that thing in my room? Lord, please don’t let the spider drop on me tonight. The spider, the source of all my nightmares. Ugggghhhh…..
I haven’t written, cause I am busy wrapping things up. I have been busy with my book which will be released on April 7th. Though right now I have limited copies at home. I have also managed to pass my driving exam, then I got sick, then mum got sick and ended up in hospital.
Ugggghhhhhhh the spider is still on my ceiling, and distracting me from my train of thoughts. I just want it to leave so that I can sleep in peace! Its moving. I can see it moving. Lord let it move to the far end of my room and not towards me. Let it move to the other end of the room. I really find spiders creepy, they creep me out. I don’t do well with them, and I imagine that tonight will be a tough night knowing that the spider is on the lose in my bedroom and theres nothing i can do about it. The fear paralyzes me. I really want to call someone and see if they can rescue me from this ridiculous spider that is crawling on my ceiling. I should never have turned on my light so i would never have known where it was.
I have also wanted to have some quiet time to myself lately, to align myself with God. To hear what God wants me to do with my life. To focus on His word. (Man that spider is really bugging me right now).
Mum’s dog is pregnant, and is having puppies any time soon, so I’ll be busy with that in a few days time.
Right I really don’t know what to say except that the spider is bugging me and I can’t sleep and its beginning to frustrate me. I just want it to go!