Why did death intercede with life? Love, death, time. Time, death, love. Life. Faith. Resilience Courage. Fear. Failure. Lost. You see countless of people blending in with walls. Untold stories in their heart. Some perhaps have lost a child … Continue reading
Broken Torn apart Tears gushing Helpless Lost in a harsh world Alone Weeping At the foot of the cross Painfully broken Oh Lord Please take away This pain The feeling of inadequacy I can’t go on anymore Missing … Continue reading
I just miss my baby so so much. There are periods when I am really fine, and I go for weeks without crying for him. I feel like I am moving on and going in the right direction. Then a … Continue reading
Permanent headahce. It’s been a week since the ‘headache’ started. At first it was a nasty migraine. And now it’s just a permanent headache gnawing at my head. My head in turn is ready to explode. Its like this constant … Continue reading
My Dearest Little Man, It is again another month gone, another month without you. It is the month that Jesus was born. When we all come together as one big happy family and celebrate the life of Jesus, and for … Continue reading
My heart is like a palace, one day I let my Saviour in. There were many quarters where we would Visit now and then One day we approached a door that was Firmly shut even to me A place … Continue reading
The robot is at work again Begins her work with little will power This robot is not a machine She has feelings Her emotions are wrung high The tears are Falling, falling, falling To the ground Ready to drown in … Continue reading
Christmas is hard, or has become hard since the death of my beloved son Sebastian-David and my girls. Since their death I have struggled to find the motivation, and the excitement to celebrate Christmas. Because it is very much a … Continue reading
The year is drawing to a close. Many aspects in my life are drawing to a close. It is hard to imagine where time went in the past year. It was a whirlpool of activity. As I was walking to … Continue reading
Small selection from my book Sebby – Son of Hope due to be published April 2017 Sin entered the world at the time of Adam and Eve – the time of the Fall. Through suffering we become strong, we gain experience … Continue reading
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