Sleep abruptly disturbed with the Pounding of hammering nails into My skull. Oh no. Not another migraine.   Poumding. Pounding. Pounding. Then an eruption of needless pain Precious sleep stolen from Satan’s war on my brain   The pounding. The … Continue reading →

On days where nothing makes sense. The clock stands still.  It doesn’t seem to move forward.  And it doesn’t seem to make a sound.  I look at the clock and I will my eyes to move the ticking hands forward. … Continue reading →

When silent tears drop with a soft thud No-one hears the heartbroken grief or Sees behind the veil of grief You’re alone. Alone. Alone. Alone. Forgotten. Forgotten. Forgotten. No-one cares how you feel.   No-one cares how grief holds you … Continue reading →

She is me She could be you Weak. Battered. Bruised. Resilience. Strength. Faith She wants to be seen, and heard She wants to be healed She wants to feel the loving touch of God She wants grace, She wants to … Continue reading →

I am a broken woman I am a mom of an angel Gone too soon to be with Jesus If only it were different And he were still with me I could celebrate Christmas with A little joy in my … Continue reading →

I lived a life of sin, one wintry day Many a year ago, Els showed me The door to the narrow road of life Saved by Jesus my saviour Humbled by his grace and love For a sinner like me … Continue reading →

I asked you Lord, you answered me oh Lord A little one You gave. The hardest part I never knew was the little one you would take.   I trust you Lord though my heart is broken Longing just to … Continue reading →

I miss my son.  It is hurting me so much.  I can’t see past the veil of tears. And I am alone.  So very alone.  No-one sees my pain.  No-one hears my pain.  No-one sees the bitter waterfall cascading down … Continue reading →