I stood under the crack two different worlds: Where one was pouring Angry sad rain drops and the other where the sun was glaring Brightly in the morning dawn. A split world Darkness and light Light and darkness … Continue reading
I wrote this a year after my son died. I remembered him with a fondness and an ache. Letting go off balloons. I wept but i also rejoiced. I am proud to say that Sebastian-David was and IS my … Continue reading
The puppets that dance under the canopy of leaves in disguise Behind the trees the shadows: Silently reflect; Painfully pierce; Hollering into the darkness As the stillness bounces Of the trees. Only the silent tears roll Quitely onto earths … Continue reading
Come to me all you who are weary and burdened The Lord heard my sorrow, and whispered silently in my heart ‘i love you!’ On the battle field i stand tall as I lean on God’s strenght i fight the … Continue reading
A Step Towards the Cross Lately I have been stuck in a rut. A deep wretched rut, but somehow in the middle of my darkness I have once more taken a step towards the cross. I have had these long … Continue reading
Painfully Broken When all the world is looming dark I watch my reflection being mirrored In the stained glass and See that my heart is stained but darker. I am lying here alone, tired, weary all the while … Continue reading
Still the black bottles of grief are there to collect my tears silently as I cry myself to sleep most nights, some days I cry all day, most days I just smile my sadness away and put on the biggest … Continue reading
They say that time heals all wounds, and that as time goes on the pain lessens. But does it? I had to sit down and I had to cry. The flood of emotions overwhelmed my brokenness. I sat yesterday in … Continue reading
My dearest little Sebastian-David, It has been ten months now since you departed this world in a dignified manner. Ten months of aching for you. Ten months of missing you. Ten months of loving you still + 9 months of … Continue reading
This is my personal journey on how I coped with grief. Some of the posts will have been written in my dark early days. Some more recently. I just want to say to the grieving mother/father you are not alone. We are all walking this journey. There is hope and light after darkness. Don’t be weary, put your trust in God! Continue reading
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