My Dearest Little Man, It is again another month gone, another month without you.  It is the month that Jesus was born.  When we all come together as one big happy family and celebrate the life of Jesus, and for … Continue reading →

My heart is like a palace, one day I let my Saviour in. There were many quarters where we would Visit now and then   One day we approached a door that was Firmly shut even to me A place … Continue reading →

The robot is at work again Begins her work with little will power This robot is not a machine She has feelings Her emotions are wrung high The tears are Falling, falling, falling To the ground Ready to drown in … Continue reading →

Christmas is hard, or has become hard since the death of my beloved son Sebastian-David and my girls.  Since their death I have struggled to find the motivation, and the excitement to celebrate Christmas.  Because it is very much a … Continue reading →

The year is drawing to a close.  Many aspects in my life are drawing to a close.  It is hard to imagine where time went in the past year.  It was a whirlpool of activity. As I was walking to … Continue reading →

Small selection from my book Sebby – Son of Hope due to be published April 2017 Sin entered the world at the time of Adam and Eve – the time of the Fall. Through suffering we become strong, we gain experience … Continue reading →

Last year I didn’t struggle with winter, in fact it was like my body craved winter.  Winter and I were best friends last year.  We belonged to each other hand in hand.  I loved how the world would plunge into … Continue reading →