I don’t belong in this family it seems, Stranger in front of stranger No connection except that distant grey umbilical cord Snapping in half, the pain echoes loudly Feeling like a failure Amongst non-Christians Somehow I withdraw into the … Continue reading →

Proverbs 29.18 – Where there is no vision, the people perish: but he that keeps the law, happy is he.  It all started with a vision ten years ago from God. I let this vision sit. I didn’t respond to this vision. Maybe God didn’t … Continue reading →

I feel slightly discouraged lately.. Maybe it is the job hunt that is bringing me down. Another year in a job that I don’t want to do is my greatest fear.  But how do I get out of this negative … Continue reading →

Dear God, Waiting and patience seems to be the words that you tell me to do on a daily basis. It is not easy. But today I surrender you my struggles. Today I surrender you my job search. Today I … Continue reading →

As controversial as the topic may seem, it needs to be discussed. The Republic of Ireland is currently holding a referendum today on this vexed topic. A topic which causes a divide on the meaning of human life.  A topic … Continue reading →

Another year has come and gone… There are days when I think of you Elouise and the other two often and wonder if I will ever get to hold my babies and to love them.. Happy 6th Birthday Elouise. It … Continue reading →

Isaiah 61. 1 – The Spirit of the Sovereign Lord is on me, because the Lord has anointed me to proclaim good news to the poor.  He has sent me to bind up  the brokenhearted, to proclaim freedom for the captives … Continue reading →

Tomorrow is mother’s day. Well for mainland Europe – Belgium, Slovakia, etc.. those countries where I came from. It is another year where I ponder how could all 3 of my pregnancies have gone so terribly wrong? With the passage … Continue reading →

I was honoured to be invited to sit in on a music rehearsal session. Like a privileged guest in the secret world of musicians and songwriters versus poets and writers. Though music knowledge and singing is not my fortitude, this … Continue reading →