The loneliness envelopes me as a cloud of steel, With water rising high above the weeping fence.Separation spears my heart, and cleaves my soul apart,Weaving in and out of misty leaves,Their smell infusing with my autumn age,As I say goodbye … Continue reading
I stood under the crack two different worlds: Where one was pouring Angry sad rain drops and the other where the sun was glaring Brightly in the morning dawn. A split world Darkness and light Light and darkness … Continue reading
I wrote this a year after my son died. I remembered him with a fondness and an ache. Letting go off balloons. I wept but i also rejoiced. I am proud to say that Sebastian-David was and IS my … Continue reading
The puppets that dance under the canopy of leaves in disguise Behind the trees the shadows: Silently reflect; Painfully pierce; Hollering into the darkness As the stillness bounces Of the trees. Only the silent tears roll Quitely onto earths … Continue reading
Come to me all you who are weary and burdened The Lord heard my sorrow, and whispered silently in my heart ‘i love you!’ On the battle field i stand tall as I lean on God’s strenght i fight the … Continue reading
A Step Towards the Cross Lately I have been stuck in a rut. A deep wretched rut, but somehow in the middle of my darkness I have once more taken a step towards the cross. I have had these long … Continue reading
Painfully Broken When all the world is looming dark I watch my reflection being mirrored In the stained glass and See that my heart is stained but darker. I am lying here alone, tired, weary all the while … Continue reading
Still the black bottles of grief are there to collect my tears silently as I cry myself to sleep most nights, some days I cry all day, most days I just smile my sadness away and put on the biggest … Continue reading
They say that time heals all wounds, and that as time goes on the pain lessens. But does it? I had to sit down and I had to cry. The flood of emotions overwhelmed my brokenness. I sat yesterday in … Continue reading
My dearest little Sebastian-David, It has been ten months now since you departed this world in a dignified manner. Ten months of aching for you. Ten months of missing you. Ten months of loving you still + 9 months of … Continue reading
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