This probably sounds like I am feeling sorry for myself.  Probably I am.  I don’t really care to tell you the truth.  I just feel at this current moment like the whole world is against me, and by writing it … Continue reading →

Simply overwhelmed.  Painfully broken. Depleted. Heart shattering.  Emotions haywire.  Lost in a world of brokenness.  Lost in thought.  Clinging onto the cross.  Cleanse me from the inside out oh God.  Purify my heart.  Darkness weaves in and out into shapes beyond … Continue reading →

Heart crashing, falling, breaking Slow motion ka boom The pain, the sadness Crash boom ka boom   Emotions spilling over the River banks flooding Everything in its wake My sorrow carved into bark   Breaking Struggling To Catch Breath   … Continue reading →

Do you sometimes feel like when you are together all as a family that you are lonely?  That somehow you don’t fit in.  That everyone seems to be against you?  I have been told that I am ‘too sensitive’ sometimes.  … Continue reading →

It has been a while since I have written anything on here that seems of importance.  Well maybe not a while.  Just its been a while since I have actually written something.  Sometimes I include things from years ago on … Continue reading →

 I wrote this poem about 8 years ago. Though its boiling hot in the summer. I feel crowded and lonely all at once. I feel like i am looking through the looking glass and merely a bystander rather than a … Continue reading →

Joshua 1.9 Have I not commanded you?  Be strong and courageous.  Do not be afraid; do not be discouraged, for the Lord your God will be with you wherever you go. Pain, and more pain, pain, drowning in pain.  Throbbing … Continue reading →

Waves in and out crashing against the hardened shell of a woman lost in a world between cheer and grief toying with her emotions like the wind plays with her hair the glimmer of tears hammering briefly behind her eyes as … Continue reading →

Saved by Your grace I am Broken I come to You Mercy You have upon me To the cross I cling As the storms of life rage Through the depths of My sagging soul   I come to you with … Continue reading →