I managed to sleep some then unfortunately got woken up because needs must.  Only to not be able to fall asleep again.  My mind spinning once more.  Fearful for the future.  I must trust God.  I must not succumb … Continue reading →

How does it feel to be completely and utterly fatigued out? I haven’t had a full nights’ sleep in a little over five days.  Since Wednesday last week I have had broken nights’ sleep again.  Waking two to three times … Continue reading →

psalm 94.18-19 – when I said, ‘my foot is slipping,’ your unfailing love, Lord, supported me.  When anxiety was great within me, your consolation brought me joy. I don’t know how to write today.  This is written trying to make … Continue reading →

The anxiety.  If you only knew what it was like to live with this daily anxiety that binds you.  That chains you emotionally as if you are hanging off a cliff.  Ready to jump.  I hate it.  It paralyses me.  … Continue reading →

Sometimes you have to be like a chameleon and adapt to the new situation as quickly as a chameleon can change to a different color.  Only for me it is not that simple.  It is trying.  It is hard.  It … Continue reading →

Curtains were once open To the world Now tightly shut. Withdrawn into a world Of deep hurt.   Water cascading down Cry baby cry Head hammering steadily Wondering How To Move On   Goodbye world Of pain

I don’t know what to do.  I am so confused about everything.  I am hurting.  I am afraid.  I am lonely.  I am battling a whole host of negative emotions.  Battling depression.  Battling a storm of uncertainties.   There are … Continue reading →

Abba, Abba do you hear me, I need you When my spirit is dry and broken Abba break the chains Of pain that bind me and keep Me slaved to sin I am lost in a world of brokenness Where … Continue reading →