It’s that time of year again when everyone seems more busy than usual. Where everyone seems more joyful and happier. Merrier. Somehow. But for me it’s another chance for the crashing waves of grief to hit. One, two, three. I … Continue reading
Dear Sebby, It’s been a wee while since I have written to you. Probably since your birthday. I know I should have written sooner. But I have not forgotten you. I think of you daily. Usually it brings a smile … Continue reading
Today as I walked by the river, I saw a tree weeping He looked at me with big brown oval soulful eyes Lonely and isolated he stood slumped in a corner I questioned: What is missing from this Tree’s life? … Continue reading
Do I have peace and joy today? On a changeable day, I ponder and wonder At how marvellous You are Never forsaking, always there, full of grace But angst and turmoil seem my daily battle Not much peace and joy … Continue reading
Are you happy? I want to know… What brings you joy and peace? What is it that makes you feel alive? You ask me: Am I happy? I am happy when I am following my callin I am happy when … Continue reading
Today is a strange day for me. A day with mixed emotions. Torn. And the only thing I can do is turn to my Lord. My saviour for guidance and trust Him to work all things out for the glory of His kingdom. I need thee Lord is my biggest comfort for today. Just sitting in the Lord’s presence and feeling his love seep through my bones.
This song says it all. How I am feeling today. I feel close to tears. I feel like I will weep and I have nothing else to say.
Dear Life-Partner, I haven’t written in a while. I have moments where I write more than other days. And it seems like I am going through a relatively quiet period where I am not writing as much as I would … Continue reading
Have you ever noticed how life seems to speed up the older you get? I feel like I have so much to do, and yet there is so little time sometimes. Its like a speedometer. So when I was one … Continue reading
I feel very incompetent.. like suddenly I have become stupid and that’s a scary thought… a simple process does not click with my brain and I am sitting there unable to see what the problem is. I feel like I … Continue reading
I start working tomorrow after nine months of not working. I wasn’t idle either. But I wasn’t really working in an office environment. It was more working for the glory of God’s kingdom in the first part of my time-off … Continue reading
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