Trapped in silence.  Trapped in fear.  Trapped. Everywhere i turn i am trapped.  The laughing figures in my sleep are chasing me, chasing me, grabbing me and then i am falling, falling, falling as they take hold of my weak … Continue reading →

My mommy is a survivor from what i hear, she didnt only lose me, but she lost my sisters too. From heavens door i watch her cry herself to sleep at night and i come still quietly to her and lie in … Continue reading →

I am wondering I wondered lonely as a cloud I am thinking about food an escape A food escape? Yes an escape To heavens plain Where no pain exists To fill this empty void Stuffed cupboards with junk Resists devils … Continue reading →

I was just going through some of the things I wrote towards the end of last year.  And one piece of writing still brings me much joy.  I would like to share it with you.  My friend became pregnant with her … Continue reading →

As I walked along the road besides busy morning rush hour traffic, I felt blessed that I didn’t have a car and that I didn’t take a bus.  The fresh crisp morning air helped clear my senses.  Although, saying that … Continue reading →

Lord, my Father God, Adonai, El Shaddai Mighty saviour Of all nations. Holy holy is our God!   I will surrender My all to you. I will give you my heart. You are my God!   Please let me shelter … Continue reading →

Just three perhaps four short weeks ago I was snarled into the endless dark pool of despair.  Its cold water confinements seemed to snake around my frail emotional body.  A forlorn spirit.  A spirit of despair.  A weeping spirit.  A … Continue reading →

  Dear God, You know my every thought, my everything. O Lord thank you for the burst of energy you have given me! Fill me up Lord with your presence. Fill me up with more of you Lord, please. Allow … Continue reading →

O Lord hear my prayer fill me with your Holy Spirit More Jesus in my life please! More Jesus More Jesus More Jesus I wispher All my days long.   I lay before you alone My emotions Displayed nakedly. O … Continue reading →

Sitting, pacing, typing at top speed in front of a blank boring unfortunate technology machine… filled with endless glitches; an endless monitor buzzing constantly in the background until the heart stops beating the work comes screeching to a halt and … Continue reading →