Falling, falling, falling am I Into the deep, deep pit of despair Darkness all around Hands reaching, reaching, reaching Down towards me Lifting me gently towards the light I collapse, falling, falling…… ~~~ Do not be afraid my child Fear … Continue reading →

Silence – Suffocating pain Chest constrictions Darkness versus light Rise above the darkness Woman of God! ~~~ Fear of rejection Spinning world comes To a halted stop as I Clutch onto memories of hope Pain etched tightly around My face … Continue reading →

Overcoming the feeling of rejection is no easy feat.  In fact it proves to be a very difficult to overcome.  A life-time of rejection and feelings of abandonment have left me rather shaken in the last week or so. Yesterday, … Continue reading →

Dear Lord Thank you for the strength you have given me to pass the difficult day yesterday. Thank you for holding me and loving me and for staying close to my heart. Thank you for the opportunity to go to … Continue reading →

Trapped in white sterile walls Row after row of tables The ticking of keyboards I am confined To my chair. Prisoner of Work. Despair Help Me Please! I cant do this No more. Drowning Chest constricts Cant breathe The slow … Continue reading →

Almost a year to the day since my son was still born and my own ‘cancelled’ baby shower I arrived to celebrate a friend’s upcoming birth. I was excited for her, but full of anticipation to see what would happen. … Continue reading →

My friend Jules Riding wrote this song for my son, and I wanted to share it with you.  It has moved me to tears no end.  Its for mothers who have lost children/babies…. Please let me know what you think. … Continue reading →

This was written exactly one week after I gave birth to my sleeping son.  I was trying to find strength somehow, somewhere, and I was desperately clinging onto God. Psalm 34:6-8 6 This poor man called, and The Lord heard … Continue reading →