Lately I find myself crying a lot. Seems to be a repeat of this every year since my son died. The Post Christmas Blues. Depression comes in with its army and seemingly without permission comes to evade my world of … Continue reading
Lately I find myself crying a lot. Seems to be a repeat of this every year since my son died. The Post Christmas Blues. Depression comes in with its army and seemingly without permission comes to evade my world of … Continue reading
Last night I found myself wandering through the airport like a lost figure looking on at people around me. Reunions of all sorts: Happy people Sad people Warm welcomes Cold Welcomes A father’s joy at seeing his son back … Continue reading
When silent tears drop with a soft thud No-one hears the heartbroken grief or Sees behind the veil of grief You’re alone. Alone. Alone. Alone. Forgotten. Forgotten. Forgotten. No-one cares how you feel. No-one cares how grief holds you … Continue reading
She is me She could be you Weak. Battered. Bruised. Resilience. Strength. Faith She wants to be seen, and heard She wants to be healed She wants to feel the loving touch of God She wants grace, She wants to … Continue reading
I am a broken woman I am a mom of an angel Gone too soon to be with Jesus If only it were different And he were still with me I could celebrate Christmas with A little joy in my … Continue reading
I lived a life of sin, one wintry day Many a year ago, Els showed me The door to the narrow road of life Saved by Jesus my saviour Humbled by his grace and love For a sinner like me … Continue reading
I asked you Lord, you answered me oh Lord A little one You gave. The hardest part I never knew was the little one you would take. I trust you Lord though my heart is broken Longing just to … Continue reading
I miss my son. It is hurting me so much. I can’t see past the veil of tears. And I am alone. So very alone. No-one sees my pain. No-one hears my pain. No-one sees the bitter waterfall cascading down … Continue reading
Why did death intercede with life? Love, death, time. Time, death, love. Life. Faith. Resilience Courage. Fear. Failure. Lost. You see countless of people blending in with walls. Untold stories in their heart. Some perhaps have lost a child … Continue reading
Broken Torn apart Tears gushing Helpless Lost in a harsh world Alone Weeping At the foot of the cross Painfully broken Oh Lord Please take away This pain The feeling of inadequacy I can’t go on anymore Missing … Continue reading