Psalm 42.8 – By day the Lord directs his love, at night his song is with me – a prayer to the God of my life . 

The last few days have been focused on preparing for my interview to see if I would get the job. Still waiting to hear back. But whatever decision it is I am at peace and I will go where the Lord wants me to go. Wherever that may be..

Today is my 28th birthday. Twenty-eight years of blessings. Of God’s grace and love on my life. It is by the grace of God that I have come this far. And he will lead me on.

I have found birthday’s challenging ever since my precious son passed away four years ago. If he had not died life would be different. But ever since his passing there always seems to be a bittersweetness on my birthday. On the one side it’s a day I am thankful for. On the other end sad because my son is not here… It’s another year of lost motherhood..

Who knows where the Lord will lead me this time. What will happen in my life. Who knows what will happen. I do not know. And at this point in time I am OK with it. I am allowing God to be in control for me…

I have a lot to be thankful for …. I have received a lot of blessings and so I cannot and will not complain. I will focus my eyes on the Lord and serve him. Whatever the circumstances may be: through the storm – through still waters. God is with me. With each one of us… My hope is in God and he will give me a bright future.