Proverbs 16.24 – Gracious words are a honeycomb, sweet to the soul and healing to the bones.
What a difference things can make when people speak a kind word to you and are no longer angry with you or disappointed in you. Angry words can become a barrier to feeling whole. Angry words can become a barrier to communicating in a nice and gentle way. The way Jesus taught us to. I feel a bit better today. Not as restless as yesterday. Yesterday was awful, and so was the night….. I only managed to sleep three hours on the whole. So, have been cat napping on and off throughout the day.
I went for a long walk in the woods today to seek the Lord’s presence. I also sat in the armchair in the sanctuary and poured out my frustrations to the Lord and asked God what now? Where next? What do you want me to do? How long do I need to rest? When can I move on? We will see..
I guess I just have to wait some more. Be patient. God is in control. But what I would most like is to know what next after August? Where will I go then? I have decided not to think about these things right now. God is in control of my situation…… Not me.
I am too tired to write. I can’t concentrate on anything today.