
Happy 4th Birthday Elouise! Kisses to the stars. Mummy loves and misses you soo much…… For as long as I can remember I wanted to be your mummy I dreamed of: Loving you Holding you Kissing your little cheeks Watching … Continue reading
Happy 4th Birthday Elouise! Kisses to the stars. Mummy loves and misses you soo much…… For as long as I can remember I wanted to be your mummy I dreamed of: Loving you Holding you Kissing your little cheeks Watching … Continue reading
This poem was written in response to ‘A note from Mommy to Sebastian.’ I don’t know how i wrote this. Both poems go hand in hand – in order for it to be appreciated if that makes sense? Anyways i … Continue reading
I wrote this poem back in November 2014 or December 2014. Can’t remember the exact date. I just know it was very early on in the grieving process. The poem has a follow up response called ‘A Note from Sebastian … Continue reading
So on 29th July 2015, I wrote a morning prayer, thanking God for bringing me home safe, and for being on this difficult journey with me. I wrote this, in a way to re-affirm my faith. God is love. God always … Continue reading
I also remember writing an evening prayer last June when I had a big breakdown. After 9 months of trying to stay strong, I no longer could be strong, and I remember sinking to my knees and crying out to … Continue reading
It is amazing how much you can discover in the diaries that are covered in dust – diaries full of heartbreak, and letters to my son, as I try and process my grief. It is only now after 19 months, … Continue reading
This was written on 20th November 2014. I was having a bad day. I remember it well. I was playing with words without really being present. I remember I was trying to see in how many different ways you can … Continue reading