Painfully Broken When all the world is looming dark I watch my reflection being mirrored In the stained glass and See that my heart is stained but darker. I am lying here alone, tired, weary all the while … Continue reading
Painfully Broken
Category Archives: motherhood
Black Bottles of Grief
Still the black bottles of grief are there to collect my tears silently as I cry myself to sleep most nights, some days I cry all day, most days I just smile my sadness away and put on the biggest … Continue reading
A Mom’s Love – Eleven Months On
They say that time heals all wounds, and that as time goes on the pain lessens. But does it? I had to sit down and I had to cry. The flood of emotions overwhelmed my brokenness. I sat yesterday in … Continue reading
A Letter from Mommy to her Little Boy
My dearest little Sebastian-David, It has been ten months now since you departed this world in a dignified manner. Ten months of aching for you. Ten months of missing you. Ten months of loving you still + 9 months of … Continue reading
To those who wonder how i am doing
This is my personal journey on how I coped with grief. Some of the posts will have been written in my dark early days. Some more recently. I just want to say to the grieving mother/father you are not alone. We are all walking this journey. There is hope and light after darkness. Don’t be weary, put your trust in God! Continue reading
Crossing the Bridge
Most often people assume that life is linear. That things go in a smooth linear fashion. But this is not how life goes. In life there are days when you feel like you are climbing the mountain and days when … Continue reading
Butterflies Released
As I sat by the lake on Saturday I felt a certain calm and peace transcend delicately onto my world as I saw a small white butterfly flying over and around me wherever I went that day. In the background … Continue reading
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