My Name

My name is Hannah and I suffer from bad anxiety.  My name is Hannah and I am not what a paper deems me to be. My name is Hannah and I am not what people say that I am at work. My name is Hannah and my worth does not come from others.  It comes from God. My name is Hannah and I am a daughter of God. My name is Hannah and I am struggling – this is OK. God got me through a thousand bad days and he’ll get me through a thousand more bad days.  My name is Hannah and I feel like I have failed and that I am a disappointment to everyone that knows me for who I am. My name is Hannah and I feel like I have not achieved anything with my life. My name is Hannah and I am painfully broken.  I will seek the Lord and sit at his feet and let him guide me. I will look to him for direction.  Life is a battle field. My name is Hannah and I am what you see. Sad at the moment but I am not always like that. If you want to get to know me be patient, and learn to draw alongside me.  I am an OK person to be around. Just lately I am struggling. I feel like I am losing myself with the tide. My name is Hannah and I am a daughter and I belong somewhere…

4 thoughts on “My Name

  1. Keep shovelling in the Truth. Or even just taking in small bits and repeating them. They’ll stick. And lo, you’re already believing them. Keep it up. We’re all here praying for you and cheering you on.

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  2. Your name is Hannah…
    Der biblische Name Hannah leitet sich ab aus dem Hebräischen. Channa bedeutet auf hebräisch Gnade, barmherzig und so lautet die Bedeutung von Hannah die Begnadete oder Gott ist gnädig, aber auch die Anmutige oder die Liebreizende.
    That’s your name. And that’s how I know you! I love you as you are…and God who created you loves you even much more.
    Psalm 139

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