Second countdown Time merging into Past and present Present and past Future and present Present and future   Twenty-three months of needless pain pain and more needless pain; feeling empty lonely sad lost uncertain frightened confused   What is my … Continue reading →

For a long time I had clarity for the purpose of my life, then out of nowhere as if a bomb landed into my world from knowing exactly what I needed to do to a point where I was completely … Continue reading →

Trapped like a helpless catterpillar Emotions splayed Nakedly across barren land As peace rushes Out like the wind Blowing wildly   The silent sirens echoe Inside my battered heart Bouncing from wall to wall Screaming: Brokenness.   Despair everywhere Washed … Continue reading →

Sometimes I feel like I have been forgotten.  Like I am just a distant memory from a by gone past.  I wish it wasn’t so.  I wish emotions weren’t playing a persuasive role in me being somewhat forgotten.  As I … Continue reading →