I wonder what it would be like to hold you

My child

I wonder what it would be like to be a mommy to you

I wonder what it would feel like to have

You sit on my lap

I wonder what it would feel like to have

Your little arms wrapped around my neck

I wonder what it would be like to hear your laughter, the sound of your voice

I wonder what you would have looked like.

Would you have had green eyes? Auburn hair?

I wonder if i would have been a good mommy?

I wonder if i have failed you? If i did i am sorry baby boy

I wonder what life would have been like if you were here

I wonder why you had to die

I wonder what went wrong?

I wonder why i had to go through this terrible pain

I wonder why i had to lose you..

I wonder why i had to let you go and be with God

I wonder what i did wrong

I wonder if you know how much i miss you

I wonder if you know how much i love you

Baby boy..