Withdrawn into My Woman’s Cave

Some of you may have noticed the silence for a short while from butterflies released. I didn’t post nearly as many post as I would do normally.  I just didn’t have the energy to write… or maybe I just needed to get away from the hustle and bustle of life and just focus on myself…

Don’t You See?

Don’t you see the struggle in my eyes? The constant battle within me Falling, falling, falling Into deep murky water I drown I scream Chest constricts The pain of being separated The feeling of being dizzy The room spinning out of control Leaning Learning Standing Holding On Reminding myself This only temporary This pain will…

Forgotten Amongst Autumn Leaves

I often find weekends difficult.  Challenging.  Testing.  Tough.  Tricky and often disappointing.  Each time I set myself up for disappointment and what can I do? Nothing.  All my life I have been a loner, and I guess it is one of things.  I will always be a loner no matter where I go: which city…

Baby Loss/Infant Loss Awareness Week

Baby Loss and Infant loss this month.  But this week it’s a BIG focus around the world. For those who have lost children please don’t make the same mistake as I have by not mentioning my precious children Micheline, Elouise and Sebastian or talking about them to anyone. Let people know you need and want…

Empty Void of Words

Dry words. Lately I haven’t really known what to write, what to say. It is as if my words have run dry. Like I have reached a stumbling block, a road block in my life. Neither moving forward or moving backwards. Just standing frozen still into place. Lost. Forgotten. Standing on top of a platform,…